不能说的秘密~~ 但可看的心情~~

Saturday, February 28, 2009

复杂的心情

这短短的两个月内,发生了很多值得开心何不开心的事
尤其是这两个星期
嗯。。。。就先谈谈不愉快的事吧。。
在这六天里,连续听到三个大学朋友的父亲过世了。。。
而且还是非常突然的..
这对我来说,感触很大
可能是小时候太依赖爸爸了,也唯有爸爸可以让我依赖
所以突然想起要是没了这靠山
真的不知会如何
还有人会爱我吗?
还有人会关心我吗?
又有谁可以让我依靠呢? 想起来真的很恐怖...
这次回来真的要爸爸去做健康检查了

然后呢,虽然说忘了他,不过还是会每天去他的布落格看一看
最新的呢,有一些不明白里面的含义
不过,是不是关于我的呢?
我不知道...只希望能完完全全地忘了他

好了,来谈高兴的事吧
上个星期是宿舍的家庭日
虽然不是很圆满,不过也成功地把我们的感情变得更好了
尤其是布置,吃火窝,和庆祝盈盈生日的时候
所以还算蛮值得的!哈哈..

然后呢....我觉得之所以可以忘了他
因该是拜另一个人所赐
他突然闯进我的世界
刚开始觉得他很像对我有感觉
不过现在我真的不知道
haih....
为舍么老天都这样对我?
总是派了男生给我
然后当我对他有了好感后
又给了我考验
有时会觉得很累,不过同时又希望拥有
又要面子,又怕受伤
哈哈......这是...懦妇?
哈哈哈...
不过,真的希望这次是最后一次了..
希望吧.....好了,不要再想了,不可以越陷越深

然后,最近多了很多想要去的地方
发现到原来中国其实还蛮适合去的
然后,我也想再去多一次热浪岛
那里真的很不错
所以~我要去
度假....谁要陪我去?

最后,还是想跟大家说
要珍惜眼前人.....

大家
我爱你们!!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

happy

so glad tat i put down him finally...
i hav tried to forget him many times....
haha...but d result still d same...

but tis time i really c his real face alr..
so glad dat i can realize by now...
hehe...

so nth bout him from now on....
i nd to hav my life....

Monday, February 23, 2009

Tagged!

my fren forced me to update my blog...
haha... no choice lo....
cuz she is d biggest today, so i hav to follow her instruction...



01. What have you been doing recently?
- daydreaming, playing, not studying, moody~ing

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- nope....

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
- thinking of wan2 eat at secret recipe wif h.ying

04. When did you last cry?
- few weeks ago whn i read an email dat is vr touching

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
- yup~!

06. What do you want in your life right now?
- i want..boy fren...hehehe...

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
- err..... its better if got somore can hold an umbrella for me

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- my pig pig

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- shorts

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- you r beautiful....heee...

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- not at all....

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- i din wear anythin dat i borrow from some1 right now...

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- hmmm....jia you xi shi

14. What are you proud of?
-i'm not exactly same as how i look, cuz i'm quite crazy sometimes....

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
- st john cadet department invited me to open a gmail account

16. What was the last song u sang out loud?
-queen of my heart~weslife

17. Do you have any nicknames?
-alice, pink pig, li fong, pig head....

18. What does you last received text message say?
- bsmm fren ask me to giv her d list of duty

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 2am

20. Are you currently happy?
- so so...

21. Who gives you best advice?
- my dearly daddy...

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- no

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- cant remember...i think no 1

24.Is anyone bugging you right now?
- wat is bugging?

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- myuni frens..

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- wear b4

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- st john school teacher

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- sure

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- no manners

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-yes

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- NOPE

32. What is the colour of your room?
- white, light green in my room

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- nope...

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
- depeneds

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- me lor

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- my fren..haha

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- nope~

38. Do you have a life?
- sure

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?????
- i will imagine how will i feel whn some1 dat i love so much die

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- no reason

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- i cant remember

42. Last time you smiled?
- i smile everyday

43. Have you changed this year?
- yup~ become more emotional...

44. What are you listening right now?
-weslife CD

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
- no

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
- sure wif open eyes....cuz i dunwan2 bang d wall

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- living happily everyday

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
- dun really understand.....but i think tis is depends on d situation

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- nope

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- 'he' is not contact wif me anymore

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
- on9

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- erm....

53. What song best describe your love life?
- ai mei

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- nope

55. Who always make you laugh?
- my frens

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
- sure...malay, mandarin, n korean...gek gek

57. Favourite website(s)?
-www.facebook.com

58. What's your middle name?
- li

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- study for my calculus n korean report

60. What do you think you are like?
- pig

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- hmm......i dunwan any1 to die wif me

62. Where have you been today?
- class, library, kajang and get a saman

63. What game do you play often?
- viwawa

64. Who are you missing right now?
- erm....my daddy n some1

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
-both oso.....

66. What are you doing right now?
- answering tagged question and drinking ppel fresh orange juice

67. Which primary school are you from?
- SRJK(C) Hin Hua

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
-pink, black, white

69. What emotion you like to show?
-^@^

70. What is your life to you?
- happy

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
- cry

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- din chat wif any1 today

73. Who do you admire most?
- any1 dat is happy alws

74. Which month are you born in?
- march

75. How are you feeling right now?
- sad...cuz get d 1st saman for my life

76. What is the time now?
- 4.58pm

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- d yest bday gal....huei ying

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- brown

79. Why are you doing this test?
- been tagged!

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- sleep

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- 26-28

82. Who is more important to you?
- family

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
- do anythin as i lik

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- my parents

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- sure

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
- haha....juz a dreams ah? erm....hope can together wif him lo

87. What is your goal for this year?
- hohoho~~~~ i wan get more tham 3.67

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- i hope got

89. What feeling do you love most?
- sweet

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
- yup....in a serious condition somore

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- being yuan wang

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- sure....frenship is vr important for me

93. Do you believe in God?
- yea

94. Who cares for you most?
- my daddy

95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
- my family, frens, my looved 1 n happily life

96. What will you bring when you fight?
- tears

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- become fat

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
- no hope anymore......

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- wat is 2-timed?

100. How do you feel now?
- tired...